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The Aviary

by Evert Snyman

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1.
I've waited all my life And i wish i could get it right But nothing is ever easy with you I try so hard to make you see me But I remain invisible Work to the bone just to please you Maybe one day I'll be irresistible I've tried to change Results are the same Play out the dialogue that i have preordained I made it easy to blame you I made it easy to blame you I've waited all my life And i wish i could get it right But nothing is ever easy with you I'm taking back my life So i can feel alright Slowing down So I can swallow my pride It's a mass hallucination All the colours that we see Total mental devastation No more air for us to breathe I made it easy to blame you I made it easy to blame you I've waited all my life And i wish i could get it right But nothing is ever easy with you I'm taking back my life So i can feel alright So i can make the ride So i can swallow my pride
2.
Dead Birds 04:45
Scared to go back where it began Where everything went wrong I've become a perverted reflection of what i think you want I can see you're suffering I can read it on your face I keep thinking that smothering you Will lead to our tender embrace But that's not the case I cant' give up loving you It's the only thing i know I don't wanna bother you With excuses that have become old Don't want to go cold I just wanna warm your heart If it's the last thing that i do You became my confidant When i gave my heart to you I can see you're suffering I can read it on your face I keep thinking that smothering you Will lead to our tender embrace But that's not the case I hope it's not the end And that I've taken it too far To the point of no return Where i cant fix what's wrong i hope it's not the end That's the last thing i want i know you're suffering i know you're suffering i know you're suffering
3.
Forcing my smile but I'm dying inside And my tears have all dried Let's make a deal To always say what we feel Even If things get to real And i know I'm alone There's no one in my brain Just an hallucination That always stays the same I've got nothing to hide And I've lost the will to fight And i don't need to be right I cant pretend That things aren't weird Tired of being ruled by fear
4.
Brave Enough 03:54
I just realized i can't live without you You're the moon and the stars in my sky Here's hoping i can change enough And be brave enough To be without you We've been stuck for quite some time And i don't know how to work it out I know it's hard for me to let you in But i don't know how So we'll never win So petrified to lose you but i realized i never really had you I don't want it to end but we've tried everything It's a sin that i can't live without you But i feel our love has started to die I'll give in to this last resort if you give me your word That we'll make it brand new So petrified to lose you But i realized i never really had you I don't want it to end but we've tried everything Here's hoping i can change enough And brave enough Cause I can't live without you Here's hoping i can change enough And brave enough Cause I can't live without you
5.
Here is something to take of the edge All that will remain is your empty shell The only solution Is to cut off your wings You should be grateful You won't feel a thing The only solution is to numb your broken mind We wont go to the source even if your body declines The only solution Is to cut off your wings You should be grateful You won't feel a thing I can see that you're broken That's just how it is I'll be lining my pockets before you know what i did To hell with the symptoms cause only i know the truth I can see that you're broken but that's just how it is But i don't care as long as i get rich
6.
Now that I'm here I want to leave cause i feel I've outstayed my welcome I got what i wanted and the seas have parted No I'm stuck here sucking on my thumb Oh no You were dead on arrival Sometimes you don't know What you've got till it's gone Now that it's over Wish I was still there Maybe next time will be better I've indulged so much In what I believe to be My only purpose Oh no You were dead on arrival Sometimes you don't know What you've got till it's gone Looking for a shortcut Cause it's taking too long Time to get worked up Cause everything is going wrong You've clearly had enough And you'll be crushed beneath the weight Erased by events beyond what you want to know The edge is getting near Are you ready to fall off You broke my fall with your heart It can never be enough
7.
Oh What do you know You've got it all But it's never enough It's just A crack of the whip You always get up But you're never equipped You can point it any which way that you want But no one wants to be alone You can push everyone you love away But no one wants to be alone Your heart's been broken and it's turn to stone But no one wants to be alone You can point it any which way that you want But no one wants to be alone Now What do you see Is it something That you wanna believe Taken for a ride Into the depths Of your ungrateful mind You can point it any which way that you want But no one wants to be alone You can push everyone you love away But no one wants to be alone Your heart's been broken and it's turn to stone But no one wants to be alone You can point it any which way that you want But no one wants to be alone No one wants to be alone No one wants to be alone No one wants to be alone I keep on trying but I'm lying to you I guess i bit off more than i could chew I keep on trying but I'm lying to you I guess i bit off more than i could chew
8.
The rivers run red with blood As he smiles to embrace the horror The wretches all try to escape Cause they know he'll give them no quarter Doomed to feed his thirst Consumed by his lust for blood He'll crush your bones like bread He'll do it out of love He's been holed up in his coffin all day Avoiding the matinee If I were you I'd hurry home Before the gloaming Betrays you to the dark Doomed to feed his thirst Consumed by his lust for blood He'll crush your bones like bread He'll do it out of love The rivers run red with blood And he smiles to embrace the horror The wretches all try to escape Cause they know he'll give them no quarter
9.
Lambasting again You'll never learn anything Stop pretending you're a caged bird With no will left to sing You've got your nose in the air There's no more room for your boots You're preparing the fanfare For your army of brutes Try as you may I don't think you get it You botch everything and never regret it You're no gentleman Just a shirk specimen No surprise that you can't handle Your own medicine You have to prove you're a man That's where the problem began And you think that you're a big boy With your tight-fisted gang Try as you may I don't think you get it You botch everything and never regret it Lambasting again You'll never learn anything Stop pretending you're a caged bird With no will left to sing You're deep rooted ideals Will always reveal Your deep rooted trauma That you don't know how to heal
10.
Disquietude 07:20
It's a sorry state of affairs That only time can repair Just have to cradle the strain And wait for it to go away Put in the work but the rewards are few It doesn't matter what you do And love isn't always enough Expecting more is dangerous I've always tried to be there for you But now I'm hardly ever in the mood I must confess I was too obsessed With any way that I could please you The disappointment has just set in And the patience has been wearing thin Broke off the elbow, that was already bent I wish I knew where my backbone went I've always tried to be there for you But now I'm hardly ever in the mood I must confess I was too obsessed With any way that I could please you I'll let you take the lead So your ego to can be freed Why should it matter what I want It's Black and white and never grey

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The Aviary is the debut album by Evert Snyman.

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released November 8, 2019

Written and Produced by Evert Snyman

Except Lambasting Again written by Evert Snyman and Xan Swart

Recorded Mixed and Mastered at The Backline Studios in Johannesburg

Cover Design by Louise Eksteen

Musicians:
Evert Snyman : Vocals, Guitars, Bass, Keyboards, Drums and Percussion
Xan Swart : Drums on Lambasting Again
Chris Van Renen : Piano on Avoiding The Matinee
Stiaan Du Preez : Guitar on Avoiding The Matinee and Disquietude
Stephen Jonathan : Guitar Solo on Dead Birds

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Evert Snyman Johannesburg, South Africa

Evert Snyman is a multi-talented songwriter and performer who has enthralled many an audience with his galvanic melodies, poetic, yet straightforward lyrics and hypnotic rhythms. What sets Evert apart from other musicians is the raw honesty of his music. He is a fearless and unabated songwriter and lyricist, speaking to emotions we often keep hidden - even from ourselves.
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